Sometimes i’m confused. Well, let’s be honest, I’m pretty much confused all the time… And this time, I’m confused as to what to do. I’m sure I’m mainly just in denial, but I choose to continue to be optimistic of the possibility of everything working out fine. But of course I do know that it is impossible for everything to go my way and work out perfectly for me, but all I can do is hope. Let’s hope I don’t get too disappointed.